Nothing good about Goodbye

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Thank you eve, for calming me down. I now know why you're my dearest friend, you're like always there for me whenever i need you. Its as if, you're truly God sent.
And thank you chng too :)
And rachel lim, your msg made me tear.

What would i do without my friends?

I am finding out that maybe I was wrong
That I've fallen down and I can't do this alone
Stay with me, this is what I need, please?

Paramore, my Heart ♥

Its obvious, your words are screaming "Go away,"
I guess its time i leave you alone.

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I rolled up my sleeves today
Cause I thought that this was over
But then you called to say
You forgot that broach of your mother's
Every time I try to cut the cord
You come crawling back with some excuse
You forgot something
There's nothing good about goodbye
I could swear I saw you cry
I always knew you'd wind up falling harder
There's nothing good about goodbye
Just say goodbye

I rolled up my sleeves today
Cause I thought that this had ended
But then you called again
To tell me how you're gonna blow my best friend
And every time I try to cut the cord
You come crawling back with some excuse
You forgot something
There's nothing good about goodbye
I can swear I saw you cry
I always knew you'd wind up falling harder
Falling harder
Every story has two sides
In the he-said-she-said fight
Always knew you'd wind up falling
Falling harder

Like they say, where's the good in goodbye? That was such an emo song haha. Everyone seems emo today you know, its kinda affecting me too..
Aiyo where's my abs, she never fails to make me better. I bet she's alr sleeping that pig of the centuary. Oh weeeelllll i visited my little cousin she's in love with the shirt i lent her and is set to wear it for pl's animal day party tmrw even though its too big for her. I left their place with the words, "Nu li, jiu ke yi le." Thanks ahma :)

I went for my run, i didn't know how far or how long but it was good. Running clears my mind and helps me sort my thoughts like how today, i realised some stuffs i never realised before and if i had the courage, i'd definately tell a friend what i've been meaning to say but obviously, i don't have the courage. So yeah la coward eme, when you've finally understood how to put in words what you're feeling, those words are stuck at your throat tsk. Maybe one day :) When i'm brave enough.

Ok tmrw is really death day, i'm really super duper afraid. I don't know i hope it'll go well, if tmrw doesn't i don't know what i'd do. English results leh, i'm scared damn scared. fmgbcagdkjfafdafdafjdafdaf i don't want to retain. One thing to look forward to is that i'm going to my little cousin's place to help her with her homework and ask how animal day went heh. I'm sure she'll make it better.

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Please
go away, don't make me say the things that i don't mean to say, that i don't want to say.

Someone once said,
Don't force the one you love to lie to you, he/she'll end up hating you and,
Don't listen to the words the one you love say when he/she's angry,
you'd end up hating him/her.

Uh oh..

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Vseow, wo Ai si ni.
Kai xin yi tian, hao ma? Wo hui yong yuan zai ni pang pian. :)

(I'm sorry for the sucky chinese, translate it to direct chinese haha.)
@ 10:45 PM